ConstrictA Poem by Lucifer Jonesramblings...How do I ease your pain? How do I open you and let you see light in all your darkness? Is it not the touch of my lips to yours? My hand on your skin? The begging in my eyes to be held and trusted? To be loved. pleasure... a spark of excitement... for ways to find that one ember I can breathe to flame... simple, pleasure... fleeting and gone... as are you... touching my heart and fleeing... leaving only your lingering smell and feel on my skin and your taste in my mouth... your weight on my chest. A weight I will gladly carry with me my whole life... close... feeling you cling... But it never seems close enough... I just cant get close enough even with you pulling at me... I find myself wishing I could just tear a whole in my heart for you to crawl inside... to keep you safe... to keep you close... to keep you... To fill this space inside I made for you... I rearranged the furniture... I picked up my dirty laundry... I even put my green fuzzy slippers under the bed... I'll move it all for you... watching... listening to your breath... feeling the rhythm... wishing I were a python... an anaconda... embracing you, surrounding you, pulling you to me tightly... a clutch you couldnt slip... wishing you werent a dream of love... wishing you werent a glimpse of possiblities and hazy wants that I cant pull close and wrap around me... like a small blanket that you wrestle and stretch that never quite covers... something is always exposed and cold... but that is what it is... my words, my actions... just that... mine and mine alone... youre not buying today... never need again... © 2008 Lucifer Jones |
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Added on April 26, 2008 AuthorLucifer JonesILAboutFounder of "The Deviant Coalition" I write the way I speak... Scary, huh? I present my mindless ramblings as I have done in many other forums for years. I don't call it poetry, but that seems to be .. more..Writing
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