that kind of thought process.

confused is not the right word..
not even troubled...

I'm not mad and I'm not sad
I'm not anything
yet I'm not deaden

what is this that I feel
someone just tell me
I haven't felt this way in what feels like ages
but maybe that's the sick joke?
I don't feel so I won't feel even if I thought I remembered that I did feel..

I'm not happy and I'm not excited
I'm not flowing
yet I'm not enliven

what is this that I feel
someone just tell me
I haven't felt this way in what feels like ages
but maybe thats the sick joke?
I don't feel so I won't feel even if, I thought I remembered that I did feel..

Maybe i am prose ..
to me, you, him, them.