I still carry the scars..
The scars you made..
Upon my broken heart..
I still carry the bruises..
The ones you made..
Upon my empty soul..
I still carry the memories...
The ones we made together..
Even the few happy ones...
I still hold you close...
When I am alone at night..
I remember you being by my side..
I still love you...
I always will..
No one is going to change that..
I still want to hold you..
When you are feeling down..
I want to be there for you..
But you abused me..
You misused me...
Treated me like a rag doll..
You hurt me..
Put me through hell..
Killed me inside..
You broke me..
Now I am a mess..
No one will be able to fix it..
All the hell you put me through...
I am amazed that I still love you..
I hate myself for loving you so much..
I've tried to let go...
But I still have a firm hold..
I dont think I can take it anymore..
I am ready to run..
Though I must stay and fight..
This is a never ending battle..
I love you..
Though you killed me..
I love you..