Two, yet Neither

about two men... and one women

I love you... both...
Yes I love two is it so wrong? but I can never be with either
for neither loves me...
my love for them has been for years each...
and my heart flutters when each passes
my mind remembers you
my heart cries for you
my body misses your warmth
my ears miss your soft voice that never speaks words
when you call my name for the briefest moment
the kiss I never got...
the embraces you randomly sprang on me...
the smallest to touches you sneaked...
yet neither of you will be mine
each has there own spot in my heart...
why two?!
each with leave me in no time in this short time
you both will be gone and out of my reach
my arms wish to embrace you both again...
my ears wish to hear you both
and my heart wants you two...
can I ever have you two... ever in my life with me
you both by my side?
I want two but can never have either... 

Author's Note

its a long story...

Reviews

[SilentLullabies]

I know exactly how you feel. I felt this way for a while. Now I have the sweetest guy on earth tthat I'm totally in love with :) Things will work out