Chapter twoA Chapter by LucasOnWritersCafe.orgchap 2Chapter two Aiden’s POV I had tried to hold on to my optimism as long as I could. Unfortunately, like a dream that faded into the light day, harsh reality soon imposed it self. That’s then I realised what many already knew. Love was a b***h! Chase had ignored me from that day forward. Thought that, I could swear that there were some brief moments when I actually caught him staring at me. But I couldn’t be sure, of Chase’s expression. Was he angry? Upset? Or… I don’t know… turned on? Whatever it was, was intense and it quickly disappeared when Chase realised he was caught. But most of all, I was mad at myself. I had known he was straight and by the definition, some kind of womanizer. And if even by some miracle, he turned out to be gay, why would he be interested in me? I felt like an idiot. I couldn’t believe I had had my hopes up that Chase could actually offer me more. But what about the kiss? Didn’t it mean anything? I tried pushing those thoughts away. Now, whishing for my, somewhat, uncomplicated life back. The life before the pain of wanting someone, loving someone and needing someone. It was just too hard not to think of him. Not even dance practise could make his perfectly carved image go away. I shut my locker for the final time that day. As I turned, I saw him. Walking by me without even the acknowledging my existence. At the moment, don’t know why but my mind, once again, changed. No matter how much it hurt to love Chase, it was worth it. That kiss was worth it. Whenever I was really down, I just had to pull that memory up. The tenderness, the sweetness of that moment warmed my heart and gave me hope. It was worth it. No matter what. © 2009 LucasOnWritersCafe.orgAuthor's Note
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