I'm Sorry Maria....

I'm so sorry Maria

I didn't want to leave you behind

But I needed to do what I had to do

Don't cry

Rejoice

I may have failed you

But you've never failed me

I know you will miss me and wish this never happened

But everything will be ok

I'll always be here

If only....

If only they understood

My screams and sighs ment nothing

My blood and tears ment s**t to anyone

But you

I'm screaming out to you

You sing to me as I lay here

Deep within the ground

The dirt falls to my clothes

While your above me crying and singing me a lullaby

The sweetest sound i've ever heard

And the lullaby that sends me to hell

Forever...