My Story

another monologue x

  Days may pass where I don't talk to you or see you, but never will a day pass where I don't think about you. I smile so you won't worry about me. However, inside I'm a hollow core, ready to break down. You will see me cry, watch every tear fall, yet the words behind them you will never hear.

  It breaks my heart; It makes me sad to think of all the times we had together. You made me laugh and cry, and now it's time to say good bye. When you start to miss me, remember; You were the one who made me cry, broke my heart, turned your back, and let me go.

   The 3 things a girl should never feel: insecure, alone, & unwanted. I feel all of those because of what you did to me. Just because I always have a smile on my face, doesn't mean I'm not hurt and that when I'm alone I don't cry. I just want to be truly happy with someone who is truly happy with being with me. Sometimes.. you just want to hear "I love you" from that one special person, and they don't say it. Never will. 

  At some point in our lives, a person comes along that gently dismantles our walls. And sometimes, that same person is the reason you will build them back up. I just can't believe I fell for you. I cannot believe I thought you were the one, you don't care about a girl's feelings, you just play them until you've found another girl.

This chapter is done... YET, the story goes on... 

My Story

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