“Jade,
I need to go after Blossom. Toby, stay here with Jade whist I go find Blossom”
And with that, sir was out in a flash after MY best friend. I should have been
the one going after her, not my head teacher. It was morally wrong. Yet, I
didn’t have the will power to move from where I was. My feet felt as if they
had moulded to the floor.
When the door clamped itself shut, I turned
to look back at Toby. He was much closer then he was before Blossom had run
off. I had to fight the urge to swing my pale arms around his neck and kiss him
passion and an intensity that I knew I wouldn’t be able to give but wanted to
try. Be that as it may, all I could do was gaze back into his eyes. There was
something about them that screamed ‘Home’. As he stared into mine, he took a
small step forward.
I caught my breath.
My heart was beating as fast as humming bird’s
wings. I couldn’t look away. Before I knew it I had taken a step forwards as
well. I wanted him so bad; he looked like a God to me. My drug. My Obsession.
Suddenly our bodies were touching. Toby took my hands in his and lent down and
whispered into my ear;
“There are a lot of
things for you to know if we are spending the next few weeks together. For a
start I would like to say, you are not who you think you are.” He pulled away
from my ear and he stroked my face with his soft hands. “I’ve missed you so much Jade”.
“Missed
me? Ok, I’m confused now. Plus, Toby? If I need to know a lot of things, then
tell me this. Why do I feel like I know you, and why are we acting like we are
a couple? It just doesn’t make sense but it feels so right.” His face seemed to
freeze, however his eyes did not move away from mine. His stare suddenly turned
hard and cold. Unwelcoming. I didn’t want to look away. After a few moments in pure
silence, Toby spoke.
“Right at
this moment you do not need to know anything. There are hours ahead, I do not
need to explain everything now” He dropped my hands and walked over to the
electric fire. His back was to me and I couldn’t see his face. I was stunned, I
couldn’t move. I wanted to say something. That I wanted to kiss him? That I
recognized him? I would sound like a compete Waco! It felt like moments until
any of us said anything.
“Jade, I
shall tell you this. You do know me, and I know you. But do you know what?” He
turned round to face me, “I’ve known you for years but every time I get to
close, you’re gone. POOF! And so is I, yet I remember all the love we had for
each other. And also, I remember the burning. The Flames, being destroyed, of
losing you, of finding you, of wanting to kiss you so badly! To hold you as my
own again, but then finding your gone and so am I. The burning of eternal love!
The burning of wanting to hold you, to kiss you and whisper words into your
ears as I did before.” At this point we where face to face again. Hands
touching, eyes locked with each others, Lips only inches apart. I wanted to
kiss him right there, right at that moment but something stopped me.
“Why
don’t you then?”
“Don’t
you get it? You do this to me every time. You make me hunger more of you and I
can’t resist but I have too! I want to indulge myself. Why do you have to be so
perfect, Jade!?” I could feel the heat of his skin on mine and I could smell
his sweet breath. I leaned in the tiniest bit and spoke.
“I’m
perfect? That’s the first time someone has ever said that about me” I swung my
arms around his thin waist and he hugged me back. He gave me a soft peck on the
top of my head and I squeezed him a bit to say thanks. I didn't realize I was
crying until Toby wiped my tears away. He turned my face towards him and gave
me a little smile. I couldn’t help but grin back at the friendly face. “Toby?”
“Yes
Jade?” he answered still cuddling me.
“Why are
we acting as if we’ve known each other for years?” I looked back into his eyes
and he looked somehow, amused.
“Because
you and I are what heaven call the ‘Unfortunate Love Circle’. It is a tricky
relationship we have, but we make it work somehow, and we have known each other
for years, only I’m the one that remembers” he flashed me a smile and squeezed
me tightly. Suddenly Blossom burst through the door seeing us cuddling each
other in the middle of the office.
“Jade?!
What are you doing? Have you fallen for this guy and want to run off to America
with him and without me? You’re a selfish b***h!”
“Blossom,
this isn’t what it looks like,” I regretfully pushed myself away from Toby and
stepped towards Blossom, “he was just telling me about my mum and dad in
America and...” I looked at Toby for help. He must have seen me explain these misunderstandings
a thousand times.
“She was
saying how much she’ll miss you but the reality and experience of seeing her
biological parents might make her a stronger, more humble person” Toby gave me
an encouragingly sly wink before Blossom could see.
“And
please explain the romantic hug in the middle of the head teachers’ office?”
Blossom looked hurt, betrayed and disappointed.
“I was
comforting her as you couldn’t do it because you ran out of the room. Well,
Jade, I’ll leave you two girls alone. I’ll be outside, ready for you to come
out and we’ll be on our way.” Toby brushed past me and Blossom and made his way
out of the door. An almost silent click of the door seemed like the only noise
that would fill the room for a long time. I went to sit back down on my chair
but Blossom had already taken up the two.
“How did
you get there so quickly?” I was stunned and surprised at the fact that Blossom
let out a low chuckle.
“Well
when Toby was walking out of the room, you were Drooling over him and that he
was all you could see. Just admit it Jade, you blatantly want him. You were so
engrossed in Staring at him I just walked past you to the chair, and you were
completely oblivious. But you have got the explaining to do, not me”