You never know when
love comes around, but when it does... life begins to have some meaning and
purpose. No one knows what it is like to be loved until the one you love is
within your reach. When you reach for the one you love they will reach too, and
when you reach one another... your life changes forever.
~♥~
I
was sitting there, at my graffiti covered desk, in my so called school on a
seemingly endless, overlong normal day. The teacher had nearly bored me to
death with her spiritless, blasé of a voice coming out of her staggeringly
awful, pink stained lips of hers. Then, all of a sudden in the middle of her
ever so interesting history lesson of the civil war, my head teacher struts in through
the classroom door. Now, normally we NEVER see our head teacher around the
school. He normally comes out of his office on special days and parents evening
and as I said, it was a perfectly normal day.
Anyway, he had asked me and my best friend,
Blossom, to come with him to his office. I was pretty confused. Quickly, I
whipped my head round to look over to the other side of the room at Blossom.
She gave me 'The look'. The look that says, 'What's this about?” She was as
flummoxed as I was!
Slowly, we stood up and made our way out of
the classroom not knowing what lay ahead of us. We followed him till we reached
his office, he lead us in and told us to sit on the two, red chairs by the washed
out wall opposite his desk. Both Blossom and I sat down holding hands; we
didn't know what was happening. Were we in trouble? Has something happened? Sir
sat at his desk in his big, brown leather chair. Blossoms sparkling, auburn eyes
were wandering around the room, yet I couldn't peel my eyes away from Sir. He
was beaming a smile, at me? Not at Blossom, but at me. I swiftly moved my eyes
away and let them dance around the room a bit like Blossom did.
Something suddenly caught my eye. An old
Victorian oil painting with a delicately painted gold frame with the most
beautifully, intricate handcrafted patterns, hanging on the wall above the slow
burning woodstove fire. The picture looked like nothing I have ever seen before
in my whole life. It seemed to touch my heart. Before I could fully engross
myself in the picture, there was a thundering knock at the door which made us all
jump out of our skin.
"Come in!" shouted the head teacher in a
jolly tone. At this point I was totally confused. I looked over at the now wide
open door to find a drop dead gorgeous boy, around my age, standing there
before me. He ruffled his short, spiky hair. It was as black as sin. My eyes
were drawn to his eyes; they were as green as a thousand crushed emeralds. They
seemed to be gazing into mine. He stared at me like you would an old lover. He
looked like he knew me, and I felt I knew him too. This connection I had with
this mysterious boy made my head spin. Who was he?
After a few restless seconds Blossom finally spoke
“What the HELL is going on Jade? Who is this boy? Why is he here? Why are we
here? What is going on Jade?” She just kept spitting out these questions like
word vomit, so I let her rant on as my eyes just wouldn’t tear away from this
beautiful, pulchritudinous person. He was, heavenly. But when Sir spoke, his
words had my full attention.
“Toby has come to collect Jade. He has something
important to show her but the thing is...” Sir seemed to look at Toby for some help.
“You might be a long time, Jade. We have found your
parents and they live in America, Alaska in fact and it might take a while for
them to except you again.” Toby sounded confident as if he had practised the
speech before he came into the room.
“Wait a second,” I yelled which made Blossom jump out
of her skin again, “You found my parents!? You want me to travel to America
with this boy who is no older then I am?! And then say I might not come back
for a long time! What about my parents too? Are you going to force me to live
with them or something? I can’t understand why this is happening. I don’t want
to go. No, I won’t go. I do not care what you say to persuade me. I will not
go!”
“After all that Jade has been through, you put her
through this s**t too!” Blossom shouted just after I finished. She made no
impact. I could feel the heat of anger rush through my body. My eyes stayed on
Toby’s and his on mine. It looked like he was looking through my eyes into my
heart. I felt a connection, and I couldn’t put my finger on it. I wanted to
look away, but my eyes would not shift. Suddenly, I thought of a way of getting
out of this mess and seeing my parents who abandoned me all those years ago.
“So, Toby,” I said in a flirty, coy tone as I slowly raised
myself off the chair and wandered towards him. “Why have you come to get me and
not my social worker then? And if you are the same age as me, how can I trust
you? How can I trust you didn’t just look into my folder and find out everything
about me? How can I trust that you are telling me the truth and just not trying
to get me out of this s**t hole of a school? Tell me then” I stopped just a few
feet in front of him. I was staring up at him and the whole time our eyes have
been locked. “Go on, Tell me.” I just couldn’t look away. Finally he spoke.
“I am Steve’s son, your social worker Steve? He asked
me to come and collect you for him today and I will take you to the airport to
meet him.” He said matter of factually, yet I could hear the tiniest bit of
flirt coming back at me. I felt like I could flirt with him all day, however I
remembered Blossom and Sir were still in the room.
“And where is Steve then Toby?” I asked ever so
politely.
“He is in a meeting at the moment with other social
workers. If all goes to plan we will be flying off to Alaska tonight” Toby gave
me a small corner smile which tugged one of my heart strings. I remember him
from somewhere, I know it! Then, something made me think.
“We?”
“Yes. You, me and Steve.”
“You’re coming too? And we’re going TONIGHT!? Bloody
Hell!” I didn’t know if to sound angry or pleased. They haven’t given me enough
time to think it over. I was pleased to be getting out of school, but did I
really want to meet my parents who haven’t bothered to contact me? Do they even
want to see me?
“Yes, I lost my mother years ago. My father, well
Steve, and I are sort of… inseparable” Sluggishly, he turned his head away and
our eyes finally unlocked. I felt invisible, deserted and broken. What had come
over me? I wanted to hug this boy, not to comfort him but just so I could be in
his strong, masculine arms. It was all just a maze, why did I want all of this?
My emotions were on a roller coaster of a ride. My head was spinning.
“I know what that feels like” I wanted to hide away
and cry, hide in a corner in a dark room and just cry me a heartbroken river.
“So, Toby is going to take Jade away today, I’m going
to be on my own? Pretending she's beside me? And I deserve this because?”
Blossom was just worried again but I turned to face her and she had tears streaming
down her flushed face. I wanted to run over to her to comfort her, but she ran
out of the room before I could even take a single step. I watched her sprit
down the hall before the door clamped shut. it was only me, Sir and Toby left
in the room.
There was silence.