Love Or Hate

Hate him when he's here, love him when he's gone

 

You’re a pain

But I never complain

To you

You drive me insane

I’m running round and around

My own thoughts that I can’t get rid of

Down to the fact you run me to the ground

 

I feel lonely but I’m not alone

I have the people that mean most to me

More than you ever did

You enlightened your tone

When I told you I wanted nothing more

Than a fling

Was that the best thing?

For me to do when I was so close

To the closed relationship door

 

I love your smile

But I hate your air of confidence

I love your scent

But I hate your care free conscience

You say you wanted me every day from the start

And blamed me for tearing us apart

 

You’ve never told me what to do

But you got jealous when I dancing with your friend

I must be a fool because I still came running back to you

You made me feel bad

For kissing a homosexual w***e

I apologized for something I didn’t intend

Did I offend? Because that I am not sorry for

 

I love your smile

But I hate your air of confidence

I love your scent

But I hate your care free conscience

You say you wanted me every day from the start

And blamed me for tearing us apart

 

I’m in love when I’m with you

I’m out of love when you’re away

I’m in love when you talk to me

I’m out of love when you say

You have someone else

Now you’ve said that more than twice

There’s only so much I can take

Until I stop being so nice

 

You love my smile

But you hate my so what confidence

You love my scent

But you hate my guilt free conscience

 

I deny wanting you every day from the start

And blame you for tearing us apart 

Author's Note

Love = confusion