Beautiful CryA Poem by LozI was crying in front of this guy which he thought was beautiful. But it wasn't beautiful from where I was coming from...I’ll never understand Why you called it a game
Was it to detect a flame we could have had?
I wish I could ignore the fact
That to me, you were always to blame
But I can’t hide the tears you confuse with fears
I can’t do this anymore
Now I’m here
Safe and sound
Thinking you were out of bounds
To call me a player
When I was the one sitting there
Bawling if not soaring
Before you with my beautiful cry
After bouncing back to reality
From being caught in a trip of anxiety
I realized I could do so much better
But at the time you were the best; better than the rest
Didn’t think I needed anything more than a letter
To tell me how I really felt about you
The way you treated me you made me feel wanted
Wrapping me up in your arms
Putting on your charm
Finally thinking I got it
And now I’m here
Safe and sound
Thinking you were out of bounds
To call me a player
When I was the one sitting there
Bawling if not soaring
Before you with my beautiful cry
I didn’t think someone like me
Could sink so low
After the 3rd blow I began to think
No, not again
You can’t do this to me
Why can’t you see
That I have taken your rejection
I count them 1, 2, 3
And now I’m here
Safe and sound
Thinking you were out of bounds
To call me a player
When I was the one sitting there
Bawling if not soarin
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2 Reviews Added on August 16, 2009 AuthorLozWalesAboutHey I'm Lauren, nicknamed Loz because that's what my friends have been calling me for years. I'm 16, staying on in school. Love my friends and family. Haven't got time for boys anymore, that's where t.. more..Writing
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