The Red-Headed Wonder

The one who reinvigorated my heart to care about someone again.

                  It was a hot summers day, palms were sweaty. Not because of the heat, but because of nervousness. It was my first day at a new job, a superstore. Where it has everything, anyone ever needs. A good mix of working inside and outside. I liked the new job coming in, however I was not prepared for the butterflies that would enter my stomach later that day. I come in, clock in, learn the basics of the job and went on with the day. There was a break in the action, I went to the front counter with the intention of getting to know the rest of the guys. That's when it happened, I saw a woman. She had slick, darkish red hair braided down. She turned around and I have never experienced being awestruck. I have never seen something so beautiful in my life and I didn't know how to handle it. We lock eyes for a second, she says the first words. "Are you the new guy"? Still being awestruck, almost swallowed my tongue and didn't say a word. Luckily, I was able to catch myself in that mil-second and respond. "Yes I am", She introduces herself, we shake hands, and exchange names. That moment I have never felt so at peace, so comfortable. I didn't want it to end. The day winds down, customers becoming scarce. We all hang out at the front counter, she is there and offers me honey, I decline. However, she starts talking about how the honey was made. It was the most fascinating thing I ever heard, I didn't want her to stop talking. Unfortunately we had to leave, I didn't want to but we close up, clock out and she waves and says goodbye. I never experienced not wanting to leave work. Her eyes are full of glow and compassion. Cheek bones perfect, cute nose and a smile that can light a city block in a pitch black night. Her red hair, so slick and and rich with color and flows graciously. The next morning, I couldn't wait to get to work. Driving on my way there, smiling from ear to ear. I arrive, waiting for her to show up. She didn't. I was very disappointed and down the whole day. She shows up the next, and I couldn't have been happier. As the days went by, my feelings for her grew. I decided to summon everything it had in me to ask her to lunch. She agrees and we got to lunch the next day. I learn more about how much of a wonderful person she is. She works hard, big heart, full of compassion and passion. She volunteers to help make this world a better place. The inside of her is 10x even more beautiful than on the outside. She is also a tremendous artist. Her artwork so gorgeously drawn. Every brush stroke, every wave of the pen, every minuet detail realized and flows out of her like poetry. I'm taken away by her mind, most of all. I then ask her about her relationship status. Unfortunately she just got out of a relationship, and not looking for a new one. At first I was devastated. After some deep thought, I realize that it's okay. She was sweet and most importantly, honest. Something that has not happened to me in years. We may not ever be together. I only hope she is happy, she deserves everything good life has to offer. Until we may go our separate ways, and I may never get to see her again. I am so grateful I got to meet her. She has taught me so much, I cherish ever moment I have had with her. I also discovered I still have the capacity to care for another human being. That I can still fall for someone. Sometimes all it takes, is that one person to reinvigorate your spirit. Mine is the red-headed wonder. Who is yours?