If Only You Knew...

This happened between me and a guy I love. He completly broke my heart and he is still doing it without even knowing what he doing....

If only you knew what life has put me through.

Then you would understand what my feelings really are for you.

 

If only you knew how much I actually love you.

Then you would know I wish I could call you my boo.

 

If only you knew that fate wants us to be together.

Darling you don't know anything.

 

You date the girls I hate just to see me cry.

You kiss girls I tend to diss just to see me die inside.

 

You think it doesn't bother me.

But, in reality it comes back and kills me.

 

You think these cuts on my arms aren't from you.

But, yet your name is spelled upon my arm.

 

You think I don't realize what thee does to me.

But, you're the one who surrounds my world.

 

Without you I would be just another ordinary girl.

Why did you have to notice me?

 

Without you I would have never known what love is.

Why did you have to teach me what love meant?

 

Without you my life would be dead.

Why did you leave me so soon?

 

If only you knew I didn't want any of this to happen.

Darling, you will never know any of this.

Author's Note

Sorry if it doesn't rhyme... Honestly it wasn't meant to rhyme, it was just what spilled out of me...