The monster inside me

Shh shh no need to scream they can't hear you, your voice has faded into nothing. Even if they could what makes you think they would believe you over me? Look at yourself, your pathetic, weak, and alone. They never asked for you, do you really think that the wanted you? You were a mistake nothing more then a simple mistake. Why do you try so hard? You will never be noticed or heard. Do you really think their words are lies? Do you truly believe you are worth something? Well I have news for you, you're not you truly are worthless. look in the mirror do you mean to tell me you can look at that face with out regret? With out hate? can you really sleep at night with the truth that lies right in front of you? You always tell yourself that everything will be okay, but I ask you this will it really be okay? You hate yourself I can see it in your eyes. Why do you try to hide it, like it's not even there. I see every thing I hear everything, there's nothing you can hide from me. Why?  because I'm you. I know your fears, your secretes, and all your memories. The best you can do is face me, but you wont do that will you? Well why not? It's because you're scared isn't it? Yes, yes it is. how hard is it to admit that? You try to play yourself out to be strong but you really not, someone strong wouldn't cry themself to sleep. a person who claims to be as strong as you do wouldn't dread  on their past. so tell me this are you really as strong as you say. One day you'll get sick of me but with in that time you have two choices you can either get rid of me or become me. which is it?