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I've felt the ground before
getting up is getting painless
but they still kick me when I'm down
like it was nothing and they're shameless
they don't know how much I drown
when they treat me like I'm nameless
but they're blameless?
I've always felt like nothing ... this is nothing new
the way they blab my name like they were me and they knew something too
watching me ... searching all my moves like they were hunting clues
with wrongful information like they got it but they're fronting news
to break me ... my contentment said
"they always try to take me "
the depression that they leave will still reside
but it won't make me
I know that it will ache but i will not let this remake me
but it's harder than that... when it's like everyone's opposing
and they'd know more than my name if they did more than just supposing
they're against me ... they make my heart feel live and decomposing
all at
like the purpose is a rush for aja's closing
but do you care or only stare ?
tell me is it fair ? that from there
the thoughts unshared are turning into dares
there's no repair
I'm flirting now with dangerous , death affairs
I hope I make it too
but If not I came prepared I'm not a square
I'm giving up
so when the feelings flare
don't be scared , Ive told you now
I just hope you'll be aware


xoxo, aja

Reviews

[Poetic Beauty]

Depression can be really hard to deal with and mix in other people being negative and this is a disaster waiting in the shadows. I feel for the narrator of this poem always feeling nameless and not worthy.

[Kitt]

I really enjoyed reading your piece of work! I feel that this is something people can relate to as well as read. I personally felt as if someone were speaking the feelings I have from time to time. I amend you, friend! I do hope you continue writing, because believe me when I say, you're good at it!

[Mr.Write]

Your poem has a lovely blend of clever rhymes and modern slang which I really enjoyed.
Got some "depressed-and-abused-teenager-having-mean-girls-trouble" vibes from this. You're a very talented writer.

One question though, who is "aja"?

[Lovelykittenface]

Me that is my name and thank you all the ones I have posted are old so I'm going to start posting some newer ones