You Were Everything

I would sleep,
But there's a problem:

I can't keep my mind off of you.

You were everything I wanted.
Dreamed for.
Hoped for.
Had.

Then you decided to leave me.
Alone.
Broken and
Cold.

I never felt so worthless.

Now I have to take my time to
Find myself.
Pick myself back up from the rubble
You pushed me so deep into.

For nights,
I cried as I held your sweatshirt.
Shivered in the cold.
Let my mind ruin me.

I tried to forget you.

But really,
I can't bring myself to.

You were everything I wanted.
Dreamed of.
Had.

And lost.