love

Can you cry to death
Because i fell like
i should cry untill i fall asleep and never wake up
can i do that?
Can you push me off the edge
throw me into the water and watch me drown
Can you rip open my body
take out my heart
and feed it to the dogs
can you burn my body
and let my spirit float away
Can this trully be the end.
Am i such a horrible person that i cant be loved
by the one person
the only person
i love
the last person i will ever love
and the last person i weill let love me