I love you more than you will ever know.

I love you more than you will ever know.

A Poem by xkonstantine125x
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Still being in love with someone after 8 years. Nothing's changed. I'm sorry for being who I was, I never meant to hurt you. I love you. I always will.

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These keys feel strange on my fingers but this feeling is so familiar.

I can't forget you and as much as it hurts, it feels right.

I love you with every fiber of my being and I may have to accept it.

I made my mistakes, and I'm sure that I came across as a selfish person.

I know I came off as always being right and being self absorbed.

It's funny how a dream can make you see things.

For making you feel the way you felt back then I'm sorry.

I'm not one to admit my fault usually, maybe it's my pride.

All I ever wanted was you.

All I wanted was a clean slate chance with you, to forget the crap that happened in the past.

I wanted us to have an actual chance, because I felt we owed it to one another.

Many people who knew us even admit that what we felt for one another was rare.

The way our eyes lit up when we hear one another's name.

The way I memorized your kiss still lives in my head.

The way you fit in my arms perfectly haunts me every day.

My heart and mind refuse to accept that this is it.

I can't accept that we're over and I've f*****g tried to convince myself otherwise.

I don't see my future the way I saw it with you.

I live day by day, and it's easier than any other way, but it doesn't feel right.

You will forever be the holder of my heart.

You will forever be the one that my heart beats for.

You will forever be the one that I think about all day every day.

What we had is rare, but I'm sure your eyes light up when you reminisce on our days.

My eyes glow when I think of you and I can't help but smile

and shed a few tears when I think of the happiness you brought me.

When I see pictures of you, I can't even explain how I feel.

I feel like a kid with a silly crush.

The butterflies are overwhelming and I wonder if this is what my life will be.

I rather not live in memories, but it is all I have.

The more I try to forget you, the more I miss you.

The more I ignore it, the more I'm reminded by things.

I'm stuck.

You inspire me.

You motivate me.

You move me.

I want to let go, but I don't.

Whether the future plays out the way we hope or not,

I love you more than you will ever know.

© 2011 xkonstantine125x


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I hope when you kiss him you don't pretend it's me. I hope when he holds you, my scent doesn't strike a cord in your mind. I hope when he looks at you, you don't see my green eyes. Finally I hope, .. more..

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