Almost Lover

forgiveness is not a two way street and im done with that s**t!

 

I hate how you can’t forgive me.

I hate how you resent me for my mistakes.

I hate how you act like the Virgin Mary,

Despite of all of your retakes.

 

 

I hate how you smile and laugh

When all I do is frown and cry

And how you can’t let go

Of my stupid pathetic lover’s lie.

 

I hate how you want forgiveness

But you can’t preach what you don’t reflect

And how you make me feel like s**t

I don’t know what to expect.

 

I hate myself for hurting you

More than you’ll ever know

But you make me feel so worthless,

Like you don’t love me anymore.

 

I’m sorry for my mistake

My apology is true

I never meant to hurt

Or break down anything of you.

 

I forgave you for hurting me

And for breaking me in two

For lying to my face,

For messing with him too.

 

I forgave you for the unexcused break ups

For leaving me every other day

For telling me you loved me,

and driving me insane.

 

You won’t be able to stop me

Or plead for another chance

I’m done playing your game

I’m done doing this dance.

 

You tell me you don’t play games

Well what the f**k are we playing?

Because you’re so pissed off

And I’m going insane!

 

Get your s**t together

Or ill get it done for you

Ill walk out your life

And what the hell will you do?

 

You will do nothing

Just like the past 6 years

Don’t feed me your bullshit

I’m not buying your tears.

 

Grow the f**k up and realize

That everyone makes mistakes

Noble, worthless people,

Even all the greats.

 

What’s sad is you’ll never let go

I can see it in your eyes.

So long my lost lover….

It’s time to say goodbye.

Author's Note

ignore punctuation and grammar.