Erase You

Even the cold hearted individuals realize their mistakes at times, but sometimes it's too late. Especially when they step all over you, when all you did was love them.

The day you cried was when everything was said.

When everything kept in the dark was flooded over by a beaming light,

That set everything free.

Your silenced words escaped through the lips of others.

You hidden intentions were being thrown in my face.

Your deepest fears came alive.

For once your black heart showed emotion,

But it was too late

The ice behind your eyes finally melted away,

Unleashing the tears you tried so hard to fight against

The echo of your apology replayed over and over again.

I stood there motionless, speechless, and cold.

For the first time ever you thought I didnt care;

But that wasnt the truth,

The truth was I was dead,

I died the moment I found out who you really were.

A lifeless body standing in your presence

I held on to my pride and didnt say a word

I let you speak and say what you had to say

Even though it had no meaning whatsoever

Inside in my own little world I destroyed you

And every memory we once shared

I ripped off my lips that once touched yours

I tore off every piece of skin that you once touched

I shattered my own heart trying to erase the love I once felt

I beat myself thousands of times until I only felt the numbness within me.

I did everything to erase you

The day I destroyed what was left of you,

Was the day I also destroyed myself.

..And everything that ever meant something.

Author's Note

Ignore punctuation and grammar errors. I'll get to fixing this.

Reviews

[Jasmine M.]

block me from this too if you wish.
but this poem is f*****g amazing carlyn.
K Bye.