If I Die Tonight

Letter to my former loved one.

Goodnight. I'm not going to promise to see you tomorrow

You know I'd never make a promise I couldn't follow

And know if by chance I don't make it home tonight

I still love you with all of my might

But at this point, my mind is broken, beyond repair

And with tears in my eyes all I can see is glare 

So I'm sorry if I wreck my car

Or am left alive, only covered in scars

But maybe when my heart stops it's steady pace

My mind just might go to a better place

But who knows? Maybe I'll just see you in a few hours

And there is no need to fear it

But maybe I will go into the ground and left with some flowers

If I do, don't you dare join me. I don't need that guilt on my spirit.