What Happened?

I don't know what happened, I don't know why

That's what makes me wana jump off a roof and die

You don't speak to me, barley look me in the eye

So I'm closing mine, I would try and whisper goodbye

But now, if I did it, you probably wouldn't even cry

You seem to not care, like I am not worth your time

Am I? Do I still keep you up at night?

You keep me up, from dusk until light

I've slit my wrist, my fist squeezes so tight

Do you care? Did you ever? If you didn't it's not right

The way you look at him, the old gaze you gave to me I know

And I'm forced not to let my emotions show

Then you wear his jacket, and burst with pride

I remember how when I offered you mine, you denied.

It hurts. It really does. It's made me scream out above

Not knowing if you ever felt love

Like I did. 

But I realize you couldn't have felt the same

But why is it I only have myself to blame?

Why... why do I always feel the same?

I don't get it. I cannot comprehend

Why you are still making my mind twist and bend

To add to that, I know you will never know this pain

That makes your mind go, play inhuman games

The blood from my wounds will always leave their stains