Us to Me

A psychopathic nature slowly takes its effect

Brought in by a needy behavior and neglect

Feeling forever without remorse or regret

But always holding into the pain, refusing to forget

I remember that day, the one we first met

I wanted to love you from day one, but you wouldn't let

Me get close, or ever be honest about how I feel

I tried to walk away, but was always pulled back by what was real.

We drew closer as friends, but I was still in hell

Of conflicting emotions they just boil over, my mind is never well

I gave up a lot for you, and you won't ever know

So special to me, more than I could ever show

I thought it was real, I swear to you I did

I didn't even care if everyone said we were just kids

But you hid things, never told me the full truth

And you wonder why when you left, I absolutely broke loose

Raised so high from my love, but stuck in hell from my hate

I had to fill in the lies with all the hell I create!

Don't you understand the situation of what's at stake?

My mind can't live if all happiness is fake!

You broke every promise, and I kept all of mine

Is that fair? You throw me away and no hope to find!

God damn it! Listen! Is this even getting through?

All the hell I face, it's all because of you!

Acknowledge me! Look at me! Show me some respect!

Before I cut myself again, from my right hand to my left.