My Suicide

This is a poem I wrote a little while ago...

You,
That deep, dark thought
Roaming my mind
You comfort me,
While I'm crying at night
You, my sweet surrender
Give me a solution
For all of my troubles
In time
You make me see
That it's just one step
And then I can escape
All of these horrors
That keep me awake
I stare,
I cry,
I die inside
But you,
You, that one though
Are always crossing my mind
I am so determined
To live this life
But I just one step away
From really saying
"Goodbye"
Comfort me, My Suicide