Stay Strong

 

You lay there crying
On the ground
Wishing you could
End it
But not making
A sound

You lay there bleeding
Bleeding so much
You are so scared
You cry at a touch

You just don’t
Even care
You’re beyond
Even caring
You wouldn’t even
Care if you didn’t wake up
The next morning

You try to stay strong
For those people
Who love you

You try to stay happy
For those people who
Need you

But after so much
You just believe you
Can’t

You can’t take it.
You can’t take this
Anymore at all
You just have to
Give up

Then you get help
Your friends find
You and help you
And you get a little
Happier

You begin to think
All of this will get
Better

But then you get
A call
A call that makes
You fall
A call that makes
You want nothing
More than to go
Forever

And then you leave
To protect those who
You love
And then you get hurt
And you lay there
Alone in the woods

Nothing but darkness
Surrounding you
The cold, frigid air
Drifting around you

Your bleeding so much
There’s so much pain
You’ve lost so much
And you don’t even care

It was because of him

Him…

That guy you used to
Love so much
That guy who used to
Mean so much
That guy who was supposed
To love you
But instead just turned into
A jerk

He hurt you…

I’m sorry
About everything
You have to go through
I f I could I would go through
It for you

But I’m not there
I don’t have that power
But one day it will all
Get better

We’ll all be happier
I need you to stay strong
I need you to be okay
I need you to keep trying

Because I need my best friend
I need her here
I need for the greatest friend
I’ve ever had
To stay here
To help me
And let me help her
So maybe, hopefully, one day,
We can all be happy together
Me, you, Michael, Danny, Chris and Drake.

Just us.
Safe and sound.
Happy together.
Without all our
Drama bullshit.
We’ll all be okay.
We just have to stay
Strong.