Sometimes...

Have you ever just started crying,
Bawling your eyes out,
And not even know why the tears are falling?

Have you ever just got so tired,
Barely able to focus,
And just wanted to end it?

Have you ever just went out and picked a fight,
Hit someone as hard as you could,
To vent some unresolved anger?

That’s how I feel,
Every single day of my life

I just…

Am so tired…

So emotional…

So angry…

That it just comes out,
Even when I don’t mean for it too..

I even sometimes…

Hurt the people I care about…

Because of me doing stupid things…

That’s why I turned to heroin,
It’s such a powerful drug,
And I know it’s not
A smart thing to do
But…

If gives me such a release…