Horrible Daughter

Cuts on my stomach

Cuts on my wrists

Who'd have thought I'd end up like this

Never happy, always sad

Never good, only bad

Bad, bad, that's what I am

Bad, bad, that's all I am

A horrible daughter

A horrible girl

A horrible friend

In this horrible world

But what's even worse

Is the world in my head

Thoughts at night, lying in my bed

Thoughts of suicide

Thoughts of knives

Thoughts of death

"I don't want to be alive"

Love and hatred

Confusion, doubt

Fear, depression

Just want to let it all out

But I can't tell anyone

No one's there

No one's listening

No one cares

So I cut my stomach

I cut my wrists

It's such a shame 

I ended up like this

I'm a horrible daughter

I'm a horrible girl

I'm a horrible friend

This is a horrible world

So I think thoughts of suicide

Pills, cars, and knives

I make my plans

Soon, I might not be alive.