That voice in my head

That one part of my brain

It doesn't want me to talk about it

It doesn't want anyone else to know about it

It doesn't want anything good to happen

It doesn't want to think happy thoughts

It doesn't want me to be happy

It tells me I'm not beautiful

It tells me I'm not a good person

It tells me I'm a c**t

It tells me I'm self-centered

It tells me I'm a w***e

It tells me nobody cares

It tells me nobody loves me

And it won't let anything good in

And at the same time, the rest of my brain

Won't let me think about anything else

Until I get rid of this one part of my brain

This one part that keeps getting bigger

And bigger

While the rest of my brain watches,

Worried,

Scared

Is this normal?

Does this happen to other people?

Why is this happening to me now?

And what if I tell someone,

What will happen?

Will they think I'm crazy?

Will they send me to therapy?

Will they put me in an insane asylum?

There's so much badness in my head

I can't think about anything good

I don't want to think about anything good

I can't think about anything else

I don't want to think about anything else

I can't be happy

I don't want to be happy

I can't tell anyone

I don't want to tell anyone

That little part of my brain

That keeps getting bigger

Won't let me

It doesn't want me to

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[LetMeLaughLetMeSing]

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