Ever since the day you left my life has been empty and filled with regrets.
The pain is more than I can handle, just wandering through the dark in search of a candle. Your memory haunts me in my dreams because that's the only place I see you it seems... As I search for a light so I can see the end in sight, I'm slowly dying inside trying to keep this hope alive and let my dreams subside that this nightmare will be over soon. The rain continues to pour down like a monsoon, while night after night I pray to God to see you soon.I fight to carry on, but fear the thought of you never returning home, and never getting to see that beautiful smile I've always known. Without you I feel lost, like I'll never be found. Like I can't keep my head above water and may drown. Even though we're far apart, they will never take you from my heart. I'll never give up. No matter what they keep doing to try and break my spirit. They can try to run my title as a father through the mud and say I never did the things I should, and that all I cared about was drugs... But don't listen to none of their lies, because the day you were born was the day I discovered a high that no drugs could ever supply. So please hold on... Daddy's on his way to bring you home.