The Words That I Can't Say

It's midnight
I'm not expecting sleep tonight
Too much on my mind
Nothing left to hide behind

Locking myself away
Hoping in time I will fade
Lost in a debt that can't be paid
These are the words
That I can't say
The tears
That you won't see
Hiding behind this wall
Is the secret side of me

In over my head
drowning in a water
I cannot tread
Will this ever end
Will life start again
Somethings we just can't mend

Locking myself away
Hoping in time I will fade
Lost in a debt that can't be paid
These are the words
That I can't say
The tears
That you won't see
Hiding behind this wall
Is the secret side of me

Locked up inside
Is how I really feel
No way to deal
Living with scars
That'll never heal

Your words wrapped
Around my throat
Choking on these words
I'll never get out
These are the words
That I can't say
The tears
That you won't see
Hiding behind this wall
Is the secret side of me
Never will you see
The secret side of me