Lost

As a baby the world is huge and full of love
Not knowing what this feeling is called but it is present
Not knowing humans can be cruel
Even those who created you

As a baby the world is endless yet ending each time due to object permanence
Then that baby turns to a toddler

As a toddler the world is full of new lessons
Both lessons of pain and love
This toddler understands some feelings now but has much to learn
Once the toddler becomes a kid things start to change

As a kid the world is drenched in education
School, trades, outside activities, games, sports, the list is full of thing this kid must learn or attempt
Yet the one thing left out of education typically is one of the most important skills
Understanding emotions is very hard to comprehend for adults let alone a kid
This phase ends and the kid is now a pre-teen

This pre-teen stage is usually one of the hardest
I recon thats due to the raging hormones being introduced to develop adult capabilities
These hormones cause the brain to develop in new ways such as observation and presentation
The pre-teen is learning not everyone is in my life to love me

Now its a teen and is discovering the world for what it is
The world it once knew no longer exists
The world it once knew is now tainted
This world is full of pain and misfortune
That tears at the soul and mind
Yes the small enjoyable moments remain but now are few and long in between
The teen contemplates life