Sea Funeral
The water washes
gently around me.
The wind blows softly in my hair.
The salt bites in the ripped open wounds.
The ground swell lifts
me carefully up,
Rocks me slowly asleep,
The water colors warily red.
Finally, I can dream
again.
Lastly, I know what happiness is.
Now, when I don’t have to be scared anymore.
The water becomes
rougher,
Washes harsh over me,
Pulls me to its dark places.
Sweeps all my thoughts
away,
Till there’s nothing left,
Just a great resignation.
There, I became back
human,
Then I realized what I always had missed.
But I don’t need it anymore.
Comforting tears are
rolling.
My struggle was over.
Yours was just about to begin.