Letter to my ex

After a heartbreak that all us have felt I'm sure , I needed to express myself , my misery , my anger and mostly just hidden feelings .

I hope you get your heart broken , no I hope you get your heart shattered into a million pieces , time and time again .
You put up a show of lies like its the easiest disguise .
You complain about people , girls doing things when you're no better .
You lie , you cheat and in all honesty I think that satisfies you. I think you enjoy playing the victim so you'll get the girl just to hurt her and play the victim again .
It wasn't "right person , wrong time" it was lonely boy , helpless girl. Yes I'm the girl that sees the better side of people but now all I see with you is darkness . Its an aura that overflows out of you , you thrive on seeing people in pain and turning their happiness into shame.
I know why girls have left , its not because the nice guy always gets hurt , its because the jerk always messes up what's good .
So if you had asked me a few weeks ago if I regretted meeting you , if I regretted dating you , I would have said no . But now I'm thinking clearly , I see the whole picture . So yes I do regret that because I had happiness before you and you brought heartbreak towards me .
You are messed up , completely bonkers but who isn't , you know what makes you different to the rest of us , we know when to stop and so do you the difference is you choose to carry on because you think breaking girls the same way a girl broke you would help but guess what , it doesn't . You just push those who actually care for you away and when people see the truth , you'll be left with no one , because lies catch up to you , believe me they do .
I'm not sure what you've told the truth about and what you've lied about , all I know is all of it is lies to me now , You cheat once you'll cheat again . You lie once , you'll lie again .
You may get a girl but its not going to be the girl until you take a look at yourself and ask yourself would you trust a girl that did what you did.

Author's Note

Ignore grammar problems , what did you think of the piece itself.

Reviews

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Wow. That was really emotional; your anger, pain, and frustration poured out of this. Was this a free-write by any chance? Either way, the emotions come through strongly.

[Lost feelings61]

Yes it was , after keeping all the emotions in , one day I just was sitting outside and the words finally came to me . Thank you for your review I really appreciate it .