Chapter 1

I lay in bed thinking of my hell of a day. I'm finally in my happy place, relaxed, Enjoying time with the people who really love me and treat me right. But no matter how far I run she is always there. She's always there destroying me. And I can't escape no matter what I do. I always used to think my life was an absolute living hell but when your going through a rough time In your life you think no one could possibly be going through anything worse then you. Then you talk and listen to someone's else's problems and suddenly you realize your problems are nothing compared to theirs and you learn to realize that no matter how many smiles you see, most are just a show hiding the true demons.
My alarm went off pulling me back to reality. I hit the off button, jumped in the shower and attempted to wash away all the negativity but thoughts of having to face all those people at school today who think I have the perfect life and constantly talk about me behind my back slowly crept In my mind along with the thoughts of having to go back to my very own living hell. I turned the water off ending the most relaxation I would get all day. I walked into my closest and decided to wear a purple dress with my Jean jacket and black sandals. I went to the bathroom and quickly applied light makeup and left my hair in natural waves.
I jumped in the car with my step-mom and enjoyed the last minutes I had of feeling loved. 40 minutes later we pulled up and after taking a deep breath I stepped out and started walking to my locker. I said hello to the people who were my "friends" and took the nasty look from girls I've never said one word to. Amazing. Not even first period and it's already starting. I try to push all the thoughts from my mind as I think of what books to get for my first half when the hall doors open and walks in Mr.popular himself. I roll my eyes In disgust at the girls literally throwing themselves at him. I turn my attention back to the books in my locker when I suddenly smell the strong scent of Ralph Lauren Cologne and look down to see the all to familiar ugg slippers. I turn my attention to the school hunk himself looking at him confused as to why he's just standing their staring at me not saying anything, not that I mind.
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*beep beep beep* I groaned and repeatedly hit my alarm, that awoke me from the best dream, until it shut up. I rubbed my face and got up to shower. I was hoping the cold water would help cool me down after that dream but the images of her face and those hips took over my mind again. She's so innocent yet those eyes, they way she looks at you, it's like your under a spell and your drawn to her. She has curves in all the right places and that long dirty blonde hair. I would think its wrong for a 17 year old senior to be thinking about a 15 year old sophomore like that, but there's something about her that's so mysterious. Anyone could read her like an open book but it's like she has a sequel that only certain people can dive themselves into to. I quickly washed myself and threw on my usual jeans and t-shirt. I ran some gel through my hair, brushed my teeth, put on my ugg slippers and sprayed myself with ralf Lauren cologne. Satisfied with my appearance I grabbed my football gear and a apple as i ran out the door. On my drive to school I couldn't help but get excited to see her today after the whole weekend without seeing that smile. I was dreading all the girls being up my a*s though. Like yeah sometimes I do enjoy it cause what guy wouldn't? But most of the time it pisses me off specially since they just want to be with me for my popularity and money. I pulled into my parking spot and walked into school with as much swag I could obtain at 7 in the morning and the girls fell to the ground as always but I didn't let anyone stop me, I knew where I wanted to be. I approached the hallway with some desperate freshman following me and as soon as I opened the hall doors I saw her staring aimlessly into her locker. She looked gorgeous, her dress matching her skin tone perfectly and ending just above her knees with her jacket covering her modestly and her hair left natural. She honestly took my breath away without even trying. I tried to keep my cool and leaned on the locker next to hers admiring her beauty. She turned to look at me and I got lost in those memorizing green eyes that hide so much.