Words I dread.

I still love you.. And you don't... So here I write..

We walk hand in hand.

Walking the road of life.

Everyday gets harder,

but with you i know i can survive.

With you, i know i can manage the pain i have inside,

no matter what.

You told me you had something to tell me..

You closed your eyes..

And spoke the words I've been dreading to hear..

"I'm not in love with you.."

I felt tears stream down my face,

I fell to my knees,

no matter how much pain I've ever felt inside,

this is the worst.

Was it another girl? Or wasn't i perfect enough?

He touched my arm,

I felt the warmth leave me..

I ran home.. My face stained with tears.

I couldn't breathe..

The pain I inflicted on myself.

Was nothing.. compared to what pain you inflicted..

So I cut.. I cut till there was nothing left for me to feel.