Your words hurt

Your words cut me like a knife, 

Over and over you tell me how useless I am. 

How I'll never become anything. 

I've finally come to terms our relationship is over. 

You bring me more pain then anybody else. 

I'd rather be physically abused then emotionally abused on a daily basis. 

You haven't lived my life, 

You didn't support me when I got sick and had brain surgery. 

I'm not the person I used to be and I never will be. 

My brain doesn't function the way it used to, 

But that doesn't mean I'm a complete and total failure. 

Things just are harder for me now and I've accepted that. 

I'm just sorry that you haven't and that you hold so much resentment, 

I didn't ask for this, none of us did. 

But life happened and these were the cards I was dealt in life. 

So I'll keep pushing and fighting for a better tomorrow, 

I'm just sad that I will now have to do that without you in my life.