I like the poem, I can relate to it for the most part, however, i hav'nt experienced with many drugs though, But I do feel that part of the process of recovering from these events is pouring your heart out through anything that inspires and drives you to express all that's lurking inside, whether by writing, music, drawing, sculpting, any of these, or anything else that allows to release that emotion in a pleasing and productive way, Again i can relate to you though.
My interests lie within expressing myself through, writing, singing, and playing piano (keyboard), these are elements for my release of all the emotion, passion and ambition that lies within.
I hope to talk with you sometime.
This write reflects life in many ways and the cycles we must complete to reach another level. I have read a few of your poems and how you reflect within releasing the pain and scars for us to read. Pain often is the creator of some great works.
God how sweet your words are..you turn sadness into beauty through your words
my mind full of fury,heart all pain..head all ideas..mouth all bloody
its a war waging inside me..eyes full of tears,blood soaked with drugs
but my ears feel just the music of lifetime scars..scars of my soul
soul so much hurt,everybody soul..
i dont know how you could put so much life into every word
i could read this all night ..how you write,how wonderful
lovely write..