To The One

I just came to realize I am in love for the first time with a dear friend I'm currently giving her space so instead of telling her my feelings I am writing them here

I write this to my Love.
The One I think of much.
I dreams of One day soon that I'll be married to you.
I hold on to these dreams wishing One day they'll come true.
Fore today I know someone else is holding you.
Though you told me you now grow feelings for me you would choose him as The One over me.
You tell me this but don't want me to leave?
You say you still want to be friends, but friends only.
You sendme hints, you say these things, and you give me hope.
Not One of us knows now what to say.
Not one feeling to explain.
Because what I feel down deep inside is not One but many multiplied.
I want to tell you just how I feel.
That you the One .
The One I love.
The only first.
The One I want to kiss.
The One I need to hold.
The One to live my life with.
Yes I know I babble on.
I know I make no since.
But these are my feelings from my heart that is sick.
It beats for One by now you know who.
It beats for my my Love.
The One.
It beats for you.

Author's Note

Sorry its a bit long