The Boogieman IS A Monster

Donald, you ruined my life...took my love & more than that...you were the very first, & now you've changed into something unrecognizable & I WANNA KNOW WHY!!!!!!!!!!! ANSWER ME THIS TIME!

 

They say the first cut is the deepest,

I guess they were right about that too.

I never thought that anything would change,

Between me & you.

 

But as soon as I said 'yes' it happened.

It's like I flipped a switch inside,

That makes you into a monster,

From which I can't hide.

 

I always loved you & I always will,

But I can't hold in the tears, I can't cope.

They're slipping down my sticky cheeks,

Like beads down a salty slope.

 

I finally left but you still haunt me,

You're even seeping into my dreams,

I wake from being left alone in the dark,

And my parents rush to my screams.

 

My mother just holds me "It was just a bad dream."
But the sad thing is, it's actually real,

You're a shell of the man I once fell in love with,

A beast that doesn't care how I feel.

 

I've tried burning all my bridges,

I've tried to let go but I need closure,

I need answers to all the questions I've asked you,

That's the only way to regain my composure.

Author's Note

YES this is all true...I did even have the nightmare...

Reviews

[quill of shadows]

iv only read a few of ur poems but i feel that iv related to every one mabby not in a literl scence but i feel ya your an awsome writer