Apology

This is another song about my ex, Don. I always think that whoever I dump, or who dumps me, that if it's a mistake & truly meant to be, then we'll end up together in death anyway...then I'll know who it was. Mushy :P. Enjoy.

Apologies only get me so far,

I'm falling to Earth like a doomed star.

I want to hold you, kiss you in the rain,

My wistful mind prolongs the pain.

I want to forget, but keep all the good.

I tried to love right, but never could.

 

(chorus begin)

I feel the rain fall on my skin.

It's just the tears from deep within.

Nothing feels real to me anymore.

It's just a bad dream, evermore.

Do you think about me late in the night?

When darkness dances around your sight?

Can you see my face, feel my lips?

Our own private appocolypse.

(end chorus)

 

I miss your voice & want your touch.

I want it all but way too much.

I have to learn to let this slide,

And unglue myself from your side.

This bond's broken, can't be repaired.

I walk into reality, ashamed, alone, & scared.

 

(chorus)

 

The pain is overwhelming me.

My vision's blurred & I can't see.

I stumble onward to lose it all.

Just to find another wall.

Maybe when my life's complete,

In some far dimension we will meet.

 

(chorus)

 

I'll pray for quick & painless death.

Steal away my fading breath.

But for now I must endure.

Cleanse my soul, & make it pure.

So I can face you without guilt,

All the lies already spilt.

 

(chorus fade)

 

Written by,

Elizabeth Ann McClure

(copyrighted)

Author's Note

I love this song. It has a semi-tune in my head. It makes me cry again when I read it...I'm crying now ;.; WAAHHH! *sniffle* ;.;

Reviews

[shadadakiya]

wow that was beautiful i love that great work