BattlefieldA Poem by Lizzie A.What goes on inside my head on days like today. The music for these lyrics kind of wrote itself.Please excuse me if I freak out Please excuse me if I shut you down It’s not your fault, it’s these voices in my head Drowning you out I’m better than I was, I’m better than before But that doesn’t mean I never struggle anymore Some days it’s still a battlefield inside my mind Fighting for control Pushing and pulling, turning and twisting Forcing myself to look up from the floor Finally breaking, finally crying How I wish that this couldn’t hurt me anymore Because….. I can barely go ten minutes, oh let alone an hour Without obsessively obsessing on the girl in the mirror Drawing lines that deviate from purposeful design Phantom shapes and sizes that have never been mine Giving into fear, and giving into habits That focus on appearance but just turn into restriction I’m so tired of this merry go round. My old thoughts tend to die slowly But this weakness is my strength because it forces me to rise And lift my hands up to cast this veil, From my eyes I might have lost this battle but I haven’t lost the war I choose to hold this promise that my Maker swore He knew before I drew, my very first breath That I was His. Formed and fashioned by His hands. Every part of me the Maker’s plan Fearfully and wonderfully made And this my soul knows very well. © 2022 Lizzie A. |
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2 Reviews Added on January 20, 2022 Last Updated on January 20, 2022 AuthorLizzie A.CAMBRIDGE, Ontario, CanadaAboutSubpar writer, really just enjoy drabbling. Music is my much more developed talent ;) Hoping that whatever I have to share helps someone in a small way. more..Writing
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