Today

Something i wrote that i refuse to edit. It make suck really bad, but here it is anyway.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Today,

I hate the way my life passes.

The way I'm thrown aside, ignored.

Like the peice of worthless trash I am.

 

Today,

I sit... I sit quietly in my room.

I think, I cry, I stare into my pillow.

What is there to care about anymore?

 

Today,

I curse the day I was born.

I curse my mom for bringing me here.

Aren't mothers supposed to protect their children?

 

I.AM.EXPIRED.

 

Today,

I wonder if tommorow will be better, can be better.

If I'll be able to hold a job, get married.

Be 'normal'.

 

Today,

I can't stand to sit on the opposite side of the mirror.

My reflection mocks me, terrorizes me in my sleep.

I'm disgusted with who and what i am.

 

Today,

I dwell in my yesterdays.

The times of Barney costumes and Tinkerbell tents.

 

Today,

I question my existence.

I'm not needed anyway.

 

Today,

I can't function.

Let's just hope for tommorow.

Whatever it may define.

Reviews

[EvilAngel]

i really like it.nothing someone says from the heart ever sucks.love the phrase i.am.expired. I'm sure we all feel expired.done.worthless.this explained all of it.btw it isnt tommorow.its tomorrow;) no worries