hearts were beating way to fast to be safe. Both for the same reason, but not beating in
time like the books wrote about. Your
kisses were as hot as the Sahara desert in midday but your breath down my neck
was as cold as a ghost walking right through me. And we kissed and kissed because we were in
love. A love that we could not fully grasp because of boundaries placed by
morals and religion. But we got as close as possible. We were shy and timid.
When we talked we leaned our heads in and our bodies close so no one can hear
the small talk that was meaningless to them, but was the thread we hung onto.
So we wouldn’t fall into a black abyss that was called ‘out of love’ and as we
kissed I thought and thought about how maturity would hit us. And we would both
have to leave. Not knowing if it was together or apart and I thought of the
places you would go. And everything you would see. So before we went to explore
the world. I let you explore me.
a.v