When You Say You Dont Love Me

I am surrounded by a dark cloud of my emotions. You say you don't love me, and once again my heart has been broken. Did you really mean what you said, because your words have cut me ever so deep. I stand here reconciliating about what just took place, and the more I think about it, the more depressed I get. All I said was I love you, but you just turned your back and told me you didn't love me. Maybe it’s true, or maybe it's false, but how am I spouse to know when you won't even talk to me. Should I just forget about it and go back to the solitude of my depressive emotions, or should I state how I feel and risk getting in another fight. Even if you didn't mean what you said, it has still cut deep, and a simple I'm sorry cannot mend this broken heart. I can't stop thinking of you, but this bottle of whiskey cannot dull the pain I still feel. I have wanted death, and I have felt suffering, but these times cause a pain far greater than the others. My depressive emotions are taking over me and my will power is growing weak, and soon I regret I will do something I will really regret. I need you here, but you say you don't love me and now you won’t even talk to me. All I want is to be happy, but I am stuck in this depressive time. Why can't you tell me you love me and say it from the heart, because I love you more than anything, and when you say you don't love me, my world crumbles, because without you I am nothing.

 

 

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