The Energy Complex

It's Always that One Your Heart Will NEVER Let Go Of!

Losing energy,
Trying to get you to see,
There's no you without me,

Spending so much time,
Missing what used to be mine,
Outside I'm smiling but inside I'm dying,

This love can't be erased,
With others I tried to replace,
But when I look at them all I see is your face,

Wish I could go back and reverse,
Don't want to sound like another line rehearsed,
Feeling like this has me wondering if I'm cursed,

Cursed with loving you,
Cursed with needing you,
Cursed with wanting you,

Damn I need what we shared,
Tired of dealing with ones who never cared,
I'm about to go insane cause I'm emotionally impaired!

My energy is draining,
The tears are practically raining,
This masquerade I can't keep maintaining,

Is love really this complicated?
If it is then I no longer want to be associated,
After all when I give it's never truly appreciated…

I'm suffering from this energy complex,
Pieces of my heart are dropping like I'm playing Connects,
Can't believe after all this time I'm still encountering the effects…

Drawn to each other like magnets,
Chemistry so strong it created static,
The love you gave felt like pure magic…

This whole cycle is becoming a bad habit,
I'm losing control of myself and I just can't have that,
The complexity of our energy is reeking too much havoc,,,

So, I bow out now before I go into cardiac arrest,
Tired of trying to find someone to out love my best,
Hear I am defeated again in another one of love's tests!