HAD A TALK WITH SATANA Poem by Monique Jackson
I know you see me,
I know you hear me, Im so close you can feel me, Pretending Im invisible, But this sin I have is irresistible, Your denying me is so despicable, You want to despise me, Like Im some stranger, Truth is Ive been your best friend in your time of danger, The pain I taught you to turn in to hatred, The hatred I showed you to turn into rage, The rage I guided you through to quench every desirable urge, Yet here you stand so high and mighty, Woman please, like I dont know the real you! Thats right I have forgotten one thing Miss Wannabe-Holy-Queen, Remember I was everywhere you were found, Tangled between your innermost thoughts you tried to bury deep, You can hide from the rest of them but with I, you cant pretend you see! Look at you sitting there so quietly at peace, Acting like me in your life, you just dont need, Keep this in mind that as long as we have history youll never be free! The property in which you think you own, This body, this vessel, this mere temple beneath the throne, Battered, Bruised, and Broken BUT me youll never own, Yes, I remember the times I followed you so blindly, Those days and nights where holiness fell and sin rose so easily, And I remember the tears I had to cry suffering from my disobedience, Where were you then after the trouble you walked with me in? Nowhere to be found until the next dirty deed was to begin Yet Im supposed to be grateful to you who helped me further into my sin, I hear you at night whispering through my dreams, Trying to place doubts within my mind to hinder me, However, Im weary of this little game we continue to play daily, Every time I turn around its you up in my face, Reminding me of what I used to be and of what I havent overcome, You may have won a few battles but the war over my soul has already been won! Ill leave you alone for now Youll be back at my door, Just think of the molestation, the rapes, the losses, and all those painful days! No worries I will have your back like I always do, For old times sake and all, Ill do it just for you, After all, Anger is the one weakness youll never heal through!!!! . Its not me, who has forgotten the past, You forgot whose blood runs through my shattered past, So, these little trips down memory lane are a waste of your breath! I see you standing there, I hear you calling my name, I feel you slowly approaching from behind, Matter of fact maybe you should turn a around, I role 12 deep with some apostles, make it 13 Jesus is coming now, Awe whats the matter Satan? Go ahead boo and turn that frown upside down! By the way next time you want to have a conversation, Better yet when you feel the need to do some more relating, Remember my Army in Christ is ready 24/7 without a need for hesitations! © 2008 Monique JacksonFeatured Review
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1 Review Added on July 9, 2008 AuthorMonique JacksonMiramar, FLAboutWhen life brings me pain I write! When people bring me misery..I write! When I can't express through words from my mouth..I write. Writing is my therapy. It's my sanity. It's simply me! God gave me a .. more..Writing
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