As I lay here

As I lay here thinking

I cry,

I scream.

As I lay here thinking

I die a little.

As I lay here thinking…

As I lay here crying

I realize the truth.

As I lay here crying

I learn something new.

As I lay here crying

I die a little.

As I lay here crying…

As I lay here screaming

I realize my own pain.

As I lay here screaming I realize it’s not worth it.

As I lay here screaming

I die a little

As I lay here screaming.

As I lay here dying

I curse your name.

As I lay here dying

I cry my last tears.

As I lay here dying

Reality hits me oh to hard.

As I lay here dying.