I hope you read this one day, it was hard to write.

I wish i had the words to tell you,
the way you make me feel.
I wish you knew my thoughts,
you'd know it was all real.
Ive really been so happy,
this past year or so.
We had our ups and downs like most,
but ours were sealed with blood.
That came with slashed legs and wrists,
a red river flood.
You know that were not normal,
yes im aware as well.
But i wouldn't change the time for the world,
just thought id let you know.



I hope you read this and know the truth,
its not fairytales in life.
Im sorry if this upsets you so,
that i deal with things with a knife.
I never planned me to be this way,
i wasnt programmed to hurt.
I didnt mean to end up with scars,
a forever burn.
But help i found in the way of him,
if not id be much worse.
Id be dead at d-hospital.
And id travel to the dirt.

Author's Note

It was hard to write, but i wanted to let at least something out.