Joy To the....Ah, F**k ItA Chapter by Little BlueJessie's story.Joy To the….Ah, F**k It I
was not a Christmas hater. I was a parent hater. And
a rule hater. Especially
when those rules specify that I must be at home on Christmas morning, and not
living the aftereffects of Matt’s influence on me in someone -anyone- else’s house. We
all sat circling a cheap plastic Christmas tree, around which Andrew and my
mother were attempting to string popcorn. I sat on the wiry old couch in front
of the TV in the same room, and ate away at their futile future attempts at
decorations. “Jessie,
stop eating that!” The bowl was snatched from my hands, and I scowled at her. At
least if I had to be here, she could have let me eat my stale snack in peace. I
shoved my headphones into my ears and lay down, placing my feet across where
Andrew was about to sit. “Jessie!”
He whined, stamping his too-small feet, “lemme sit there!” At my mom’s harsh
glare, I retracted my feet and folded my legs against my body. Two
years and I was out of here. Two years.
After
stringing the remaining popcorn (and that wasn’t very much) it was decided that
present opening could initiate. I reached out to the one nearest myself that
had my name on a cheap little tag, and shredded of the paper without show. A
new set of headphones lay in a plastic container. I wasn’t about to admit I had
really needed those, but I gave a brief ‘thank you’ nod. The mother figure gave
a sniff at my disinterest, and flicked a piece of her long chestnut hair over
her shoulder. The
only reason I knew it was chestnut was that I had to pick up the bottles of
hair dye for her when she was too lazy to drive a mile to the store herself. “Guess
it’s your turn, Dewy.” My dad picked up a package off of the floor, and leaned
over to me, whispering as he handed Andrew a bright blue store-wrapped package,
“Don’t know why we need to take turns.” I smiled, and chuckled. Sometimes it
was great that dad tended to take my side on, well, everything. He
unwrapped the paper to reveal a set of Hot-Wheels toy cars. “This
is so cool!” The scream pierced
through my ears. Children in china were probably looking up now and wondering
where that loud noise came from. “Anyone
got duct tape?” I asked myself. Both adults looked up, but neither responded to
my rhetorical question. Andrew
held out the cars, “These are mine,
Jessie. You can’t take them.” I
snorted, and rolled my eyes, “Trust me, I wasn’t planning on it.” My eyes
watched as his shaking hands struggled to rip open the plastic. A better person
than me would have offered to help open the package. Everyone
in the room simply stared at him. © 2011 Little Blue |
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