Letting Go

My internal battle against myself.

The tears won't come,
I'm not able to cry...
But all the same,
I still feel like I'm going to die.

I can't stand your silence,
What did I do to earn this?
Maybe we're not cut out for each other,
Maybe I'm not the one you're supposed to miss.

But all the same,
I want to speak to you.
Though our hearts are not connected,
Your friendship I can still value.

I sense there's something new,
The realisation that I'm leaving,
And soon you are too.
Miles away we'll be,
Too far away to remain happy.

It's never easy to let go,
And trust me, I never want to...
But this hurt inside me cannot continue,
Isn't this pain hurting you too?

Why do I feel like I'm alone in this?
Why do I seem like I can't go to you for help?
I always used to confide my problems to that heart of his,
I somehow feel like I'd be more comfortable in mind that's like hell.

Author's Note

Grammar... Comments.

Reviews

[Erinne S.]

Wow, an emotionally stirring piece. I could feel your want, need, and caring heart towards the person. The word choices you used were perfect and I felt as if I were the person voicing these thoughts. This was great!

~Erinne